Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Old Poem

"The World & Starvation Cries"

This world is full of hatred,


our honor that was once sacred.


All over the world are so many cries,

everyone here and there full of sighs.


There is not one person with one fear,

every one of them spilling tears.


They shout things at each other that are truly mean,

making a war full of sorrow that would last for eternity.


You wonder why there are people like that existing,

your thoughts always persisting.


If only the power of love can overcome the love of power.


Second by second,minute by minute,hour by hour,

day by day,week by week,month by month,year by year,

sigh by sigh,cry by cry,tear by tear.


There is always a mystery when it comes to life,

always wondering how to spend time.


They murder innocent children,

when will it all end?

So many pray to Him in sorrow and pain,

raining,raining,raining,someone will be stabbed by a blade.


Someone dies,someone dies,someone dies;

by the act of suicide,suicide,suicide.


So much pressure in their hearts,

slowly their soul is being pulled apart.


The Unforgiven is praying for Forgiveness;

so many out there full of bitterness...


By:Angelica Mendiola
Mood:Bored and thoughtful...

Sunday, May 15, 2011

I look into his eyes and see the confusion,
the pain,
the agony,
the sheen of tears,clouding,overwhelming everything
and it just about tears me apart knowing I caused it.
The tight grip in my chest does not ease,
even though I know this is the right thing to do.
Even as I walk away,I feel a part of me stay with him,
forever locked in his embrace and memories.
The wind caresses me face,drying the flowing tears,
but not the bleeding ache in my heart.
Still,I feel the burdens lift off my shoulders,
and the wounds start to heal again.
My best friend,my better half,my sweet lover,
oh how I will always love him to no end.
I stare after you,walking away...
from me,
from the future,
from our love...
And I feel as if somehow you took a piece of my soul...
Though I tried so hard in the beginning,
I still fell in love with you,so deeply.
A tide of tears washes over me,
drowning me in my own misery.
Beneath the shining stars and gleaming moon,
our lips joined in a dance so tender and sweet.
The sun over our heads wraps us in warmth,
but the love we shared outshone any sunshine.
I look into your eyes and my hearts jumps,
for I see my emotions mirrored there,burning fiercely.
Even though we lost our friendship and love...
Still...I am happy...
Why?
Because 'tis better to have loves and lost
than to have not loved at all.
But still,you walked away...
From me,
from our future,
and from a deep love that will forever be ours..
Until you walk back into my arms...
I love you,Always and Forever...
Today the skies are gray and heavy,
drowning us in it's dreadful tears.
We do,we do feel the ache of it all,
driving through our hearts like a burning spear.
It beats upon our faces and souls,
washing away everyone's sadness and anger.
They want to be set free and flying,
away from this horrifying world.
The truth hangs heavy in the air,
finally their hearts start to hear the true meaning of living the right way.
I see children running and crying,
searching for their beloved one's.
The sounds of war drown the wails of despair,
and finally I feel myself shattering.
Under all these emotions,
their screams echoing in my heart.
But then suddenly I feel it,
the beginning of happiness,a smile.
It pulls hard at my heart,
telling me to continue this journey whole.
And then,I see light,streaming amongst everyone
in a beautiful shine.
Finally,I feel the wonderful new beginning.


Created: Sep.01-03,2010

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Our Father who was in Heaven,Holy will be the Pain.
They kingdome burn,thy will be brought down,by the
since of evil hate.
Thy Lord will wipe us all,we fear his rage and terror,
at nature and bring us all to heaven or brought down
to hell.
He will delete souls that were not meant to be;
but many bright souls remain in heaven and will
be untouched by evil.

Be deleted or Remain in the right hand of our Father.
What will matter to the world when the Lord is fallen
by evil chaos.

We love and will love Jesus and our Mother and Father
forever and ever,and there is no never.

By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
mood: Thankful and bored.
Date: 04/02/09


"I love her,I love her"

Let it rain,let it rain,let the people go insane.
Let God,let Jeus,let them pray for us.
Thank God;I thank them,I thank the Lord
for bringing this young soul to my hands and
to my life.I thank you.

Angelica,Angelica my love forever;I love her now;
there is no never.
I love her,I love her,I really do,I would do
anything just for her,I would kiss her,I
would hug her,I would even touch her in
a gentle way.

She smiled,she smiled,I love her smile,she
makes me blush just seeing her nice,loving smile.

I have guts,I have guts,I have them to hold
her hand,to kiss her soft and cute cheeks.
To make her smile when she is down.
I love her laugh,love her laugh,it is like
music to my ears.

I say bye bye now I say it clear.
With a over and out now.
Let's Just Smile.


By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD sOrRoW

One Day...One Year...

Once upon a time;
there was me,and there was you,
there was love,there is something about you.
One day,and it was my first time to see you smile and
laugh at the jokes I told you,and I remember the day
I first kissed you.

It feels like One Year already,but it was just a day,
it's just one day.

I beg for tears,I run from fear,I wonder if your near,and
hope you are here;with me to soothe my dear old
heart which once teared last year;
that one day felt like a year ago,I realize there was something
in your mind at that time.

That One day felt like One Year...
One year One Day...One day One year
This year,that year,I'm here forever but you were not that year...
One day,someday,what day,this day...
Your here,your there,One year,your gone... =(
The End...

By:Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
mood: amused and sad,can you believe it?
Date:04/02/09